2014~ Me...him..and....THEM!!

Salam namaste! Wow..sudah berhabuk dh blog ni...lama sungguh xupdate ape2...well,Being a wife and a mother as well as educator is quite tough...speaking about being a mother..hmm..this is the real reason why I wanted to update this blog in the first place... Alhamdulillah...tahun ni agak byk benda yg berlaku..dulu anak br sorang...skrg dh sepasang...Alhamdulillah..syukur pd Allah atas nikmat rezeki yg sgt besar ni...rasa mencabar jgk jaga ank2 yg jarak umur dekat...whatever it is asalkan pandai jaga n didik diorang jd ank2 yg soleh n solehah lah...mcm xsangka plak...ank dh masuk 2 org..!dulu dpt sorang pon dh seronok bgai nk rak..inikan pula dua...hopefully bertambah2 la rezeki pasni..dpt keje baru ke..gaji naik ke..hehe.. Ok celoteh byk pon xgune..ni dia nk kenalkan anak dara kami...namanya Nadhrah Imani binti Muhammad Ridhwan..berat 3.67,lahir pd 29/4/14 (betol2 due date) pd tepat jam 7.25pm..ank maghrib la ni..huhu

Ni plak collage 2 beradik..nampak cm sama tp xserupa

So that's all lah...kl rajin nanti InsyaAllah akan di update lg...chow cincau n wassalam..

Almost 6 Months old~

Salam to all... What a loooooonnggggg time since my last post.... Nothing much to say except just wanna update my baby's growth.... See for yourself n enjoy!

Welcome to this world my dearest NIHAT IHSAN bin MUHAMMAD RIDHWAN!!!!!

Mode: Happy!!!! 10th October 2012....and my new life has just begun....

Salam to all....I'm now living in a chapter of my life....being a mother..amazing? YESS....never felt like this before..rase bersyukur sgt2 bile penantian selama 39 minggu berakhir sudah....pejam celik2..akhirnya lahirlah seorang putera yg diberi nama NIHAT IHSAN BIN MUHAMMAD RIDHWAN ke dunia ini... pengalaman bersalin mmg best..ahaha...alkisahnya nk pegi final check up kt HUSM...last nite rase kureng selesa drpada bese..ms jumpe doctor, bgtau la dia..pastu dia cek jalan..tgk2 dh 2cm...trus admit ke wad...masa tu xrase sakit sgt pon..cm lenguh2 je..dh bwk brg sume rehat lam wad...kul 245pm cek jalam sbb rase lain macm sket...rupenya dh buka 4cm.tp nurse xbagi masuk labour room lagi sbb takut buhsan...ptg tu mertua,ipar n kakak dtg melawat...dorang cm amazed...kata dorang jln dh 4cm pon cm xde pape..rileks je leh dok bersila mkn nasi...hehe... ingatkn ptg tu nk bersalin..tp tunggu sampai kul 8pm still xde rase contraction pon...so tido la semalaman kt HUSM....subuh hari rabu (10/10/12) time mandi ade rase contraction 2x jarak dekat..bgtau nurse..bile cek kul 730am, dh 5cm..doc chinese ckp "u ni dh 5cm pon leh dok rileks mkn roti ..kl 10 org mcm u, mmg senang la bersalin.."..lawak2...so trus call hubby nk masuk labour room...masa tu rase nervous sgt2!roti sempat mkn sekeping je sbb xlalu..pastu minum air bacaan yasin yg abg kirimkn...tu je.. Dlm labour room, doctor pecahkan ketuban kul 9am n bagi ubat suruh jalan cepat buka...mula2 ok je lagi..sempat borak2 ngan hubby sambil dgr suare baby2 yg br lahir kt bilik2 sebelah..rasa overwhelming sgt...xsabar nk dgr suare anak sendiri...smbil tunggu zikir xtinggal..alhamdulillah..nasib la xlalai...hubby yg plg byk bg support...tg Abg! dlm pukul 12am, contraction kuat sgt..YaAllah, sakit tuhan saje yg tau..hubby siap urut pinggang..usap2 tgn bg tahan sakit..sblm tu nurse bg ubat thn sakit n sempat la lelap dlm 1/2 jam..bile mengadu kt nurse, dia ckp lambat lagi nk kuar..anak sulung mmg cmtu...then kami ditinggalkan..doc dtg sorang demi sorang cek status...xthn sgt,nurse bg oxygen suh sedut..rse cm khayal pon ade..hahahaha...hubby siap gelak2 lagi...ceh... last2, dlm kul 200pm, xthn sgt2..hubby panggil nurse..yg bengangnya, dia syh tarik nafas panjang2 n xbg push..tp time tu mmg dh xleh nk tarik nafas sbb rase kepala baby dh nk kuar dh..vbile nurse cek,mmg dh buka sgt2 dh jln..trus kelam kabut doc dtg..aku pon push la...asalnya mmg xreti tp try gak..lagi skali nurse bising sbb dia ckp aku xikut arahan..bkn xnk ikut tp ngah sakit n xleh nk tarik kaki...last2 nurse lain dtg ganti n doc chinese laki yg kecik molek dtg suh push...aku pon push je la.. doc ckp bile rase sakit contraction br push, kl xsakit jgn push..haa,yg ni aku ikut arahan..heheheeh..sakit je trus push..ingat xnk kuar suare tp last kuar jgk..sakit kotttt...xleh kawal..hehe...setelah push selama 1/2 jam, maka terdengarla suara NIHAT IHSAN...YA ALLAH...Syukur padamu kerna mengurniakan kami sorang putera..aku n hubby mengalirkan air mata kesyukuran di saat NIHAT diletakkan di atas perutku...tu lah saat yg PALING INDAH dlm hidup kami....

dh selamat sumenya,doc td dh ready nk jhit luka..tu pun dia sempah toreh sket je..tp alhamdulillahhh...jahit ske je..n dia bg bius..aku yg maih khayal (akibat gas td) sempat terlelap ms proses jahitan berlaku..pas setel, dia bwk jumpe bby NIHAT n aku bg susu..ari tu aku dh jadi seorang IBU...Allhamdulillah..syukur..

~Swing...swing...swing...~

Assalamualaikum.... Wicked Wednesday just begun... Just finished editing examination questions before taking a long maternity leave....huh...feel a bit stress nowadays...but still try to concentrate on the baby...and the husband... Seriously speaking,I was in a very emotional situation lately...always wanted to cry..sometimes without valid reasons...poor mr.husband has to comfort me whenever I felt this way... Actually, I don't want to trouble him with my crazy "mood swing" but sometimes I can't control it...it feels like forever! after that 'situation' is gone, I felt so sorry for him...Sorry Abg...I didn't mean to trouble you....huhuuh (T_T)....please forgive me... the priority now is him and the baby!! Yup, must gather all the strength to change myself and become 'me' again...so called 'happy-go-lucky' woman that I used to be.. Ya Allah, please give me strength in dealing with my daily life...shower us with your blessing and never-ending love...I'm just a small creature seeking for your forgiveness and sympathy...Amin...

~Mode: Waiting for akhmaRidhwan's junior...~

Salam..... Hi there! lama x update blog..almaklum now my life is a bit hectic(kunun....)...need to find some time to write...semenjak dua menjak ni, rase kureng berminat nk update blog...but since this is the only way that I can communicate with my friends, I have to fight this 'laziness'... Ok, first n foremost,my current status...haaa...I'm now 37 weeks pregnant..but according to mak bidan who checked my tummy yesterday, she said that maybe I have less than 2 weeks before my delivery..waaa....scary tu....but don't get me wrong...I do mean it in a good way laa..rasa tidak sabar ingin bergelar ibu tu melebihi rase seram nk bersalin..because I believe that each woman has different experience in giving birth..xkire la se'scary' mana cite2 kwn2 yg aku dgr, harap2 dgn izin Allah, baby kami keluar dgn selamat n shat walafiat..insyaAllah....gender?? xkisah la...kl baby boy ok, baby girl pon ok....azam nk beranak ramai..hahahaha...mana2 kuar dulu pon xpe... Last week, my husband and I went to Kuantan for holiday..not really turned out to be a perfect holiday la since my bro in law was admitted to the hospital due to his condition...the next day we all bergegas ke KL..then balik Kuantan n jalan2 bese je..thank God la xde pape yg serious...n after that we headed to Trengganu then the next day, to Kelate again...kire jalan2 jgk la tu kan?neway..syukur alhamdulillah coz during the journey tu nothing happened to me...siap leh tetido lena lagi...takot gak tetibe rase nk bersalin..ye la time tu dh cukup2 9 month kan...amin...lega2...after this, no more jalan2 jauh2..pesan makcik2 aku... K la, that's all for now..these are the latest pics of me n my hubby n in laws.. (9 month preggy)..just for tatapan miss Sabrina yg nun jauh di Sabah bah....rya aji ni leh la jumpe baby I ye...

p/s: the 'glasses' group are my in laws...in the middle: my beloved mom in law 'ummi'..

65 days to go.....

Salam Ramadhan to all! Hi there! tik tok tik tok,another 10 days left before we celebrate Hari Raya..yay! can't wait for that day to come....at the same time, my baby is moving actively inside my tummy...feel a bit twitchy..heheh..but happy and excited... I went to HUSM yesterday for check up..as usual...the doc said that my baby and I are in good condition..Alhamdulillah...praise to Almighty GOD for this precious gift...this morning, I went to HUSM for MOGTT Test..again..just to monitor my condition since my late mom had Diabetes...I hope everything will be OK... As the title indicates, I am now counting days...the funny thing is, doc still can't detect my baby's gender yet (after several trials).some of my friends assume that the baby might be a 'she' because of her 'shyness' n trying to cover her private parts..ahahahaha...but looking at the shape of my body, some says it might be a 'boy'.. Me??hmmm...I don't really mind actually..as long as this baby come out easily and safely..that's the most important part for me n hubby....as for the preparations, we bought unisex outfit..(just in case) we falsely guess the gender....but,if u ask me sincerely, I am hoping for baby boy...for me, the eldest should be a boy so that he can take care of his siblings later...but if GOD rewards me with a girl, I will be more than happy to oblige....nothing is more precious in this world except for having a child of your own...! This is the latest pic from yesterday's ultrasound...

my due date (according to doc's estimation) will be on October 13...if it's true, the baby will be considered as 'Raya Haji's Baby!!'hehehe. ..pray for me....pray for our baby....

Baby is coming soon.....yay!

Salam all! Its been a long time since I updated my blog....what to do...BZ la katekan..hahah.. anyway, nak kata nothing much, x jgk...too much...blom sampai tahap tu...all I can say is..there are soo many things happened to me for the past few months... First and foremost, I am now 26 weeks and 2 days pregnant! Alhamdulillah...It's been a crazy yet tiring but fun experience for me carrying a human being inside my belly...It's MAGICAL! Never felt like this before...hoho..being an expecting mother can very exciting but at the same time, it can be tough as well..trying to cope with soo many probs at my workplace as well as at home helped me to become a new matured woman...special thanks to my loving husband who always support me..not forgetting my families and friends and most importantly, to Almighty God for giving me strength in dealing with my everyday life.

~my latest pic for Sab....mind the BIG belly!~ This post is specially dedicated to my far-away friends, Sab Sabahan and Cken Sarawakian..hehehe...jgn mare aaa...being away from u guys makes me sad...but I would like to congratulate Cken for the wonderful news from her..(she's also PREGNANT....YAY!!!!) but for Sab,hmm..still waiting for her prince charming to take her heart away...hahahah... Talking about my baby, my husband and I already discussed about the selected names for baby boy and baby girl..but I will not reveal the names yet..wait until the baby come out then I'll present the name..I went for ultrasound last month but the doc couldn't detect the sex of my baby..never mind..let's keep it as a secret! hehehe....n for Sab, if you wish to buy a present for my baby, I'll accept anything with bright colours..(preferable:RED & ORANGE!)..so start saving from now ye..hehehe..PS:Miss you! Ok, I guess that's all for now...about the new recipes..hmm..still got no time to cook proper dishes...just simple and easy dishes only...wait until I get my strength back k? See u soon....